Proof of Prophecy: Typhoon Rolly and #Ulysses

My family would not help me move to Tuao, Cagayan, and being poor and an orphan, I felt really alone and forsaken. This is how God has comforted me and shown me his love.

You notice in the recording, I took the floodwaters as a sign of God's love for me, but I didn't know that He was going to bring an actual flood into the country. This was made October as proven here on the photo of the Otter.

This was the first time I used this app, that actually transcribes everything that I was saying as I said it. As I was reading the Psalms, this in particular was part of it, if you notice I was reading Psalm 41 through Psalm 46.

My heart is stirred by a noble theme

as I recite my verses for the king;

my tongue is the pen of a skillful writer.

This was exactly what this app was doing! It was literally making my tongue a skillful writer! Is this wonderful to you? It is wonderful to me because it shows the precision that Yahweh guides our lives. This is not just about me, but it is about the whole world, and all of creation being under the great plan of God.

You will notice in the recording, in the psalms, it is also mentioned

Deep calls to deep

in the roar of your waterfalls;

all your waves and breakers

have swept over me.

In case you are wondering why it says "me" when the flood never hit me, it is because God's love swept over me. That was my understanding of it at that time. However, the real breakers roared like a waterfall and it swept over many peoples.

God is a refuge and a strength, an ever present help in trouble. Therefore, we are unafraid. Even if the earth gives way, even if the mountains don't pull into the depths of the sea, even if its waters, rage at foam and Mount shake at its turbulence.

I recommend you listen to the podcast, but maybe play it at high speed as it is more interesting. Here is the actual transcript of that podcast.

So I talked to ate C___ and

I don't know what I was expecting, but I knew that their side of the family has always held a certain. Grudge or pain against my mother for having an affair with my father

and I know myself that this was wrong, but it seems that they truly loved each other. And that is an ultimate pain. For the legitimates family, because I know the pain of jealousy and I know the legitimacy of the wife. I can totally understand what their mom must feel like.

So I don't judge them nor. Do I count it against them, but I think that's sort of a simplistic way of seeing it because I do judge them. But in the same way that I approach all things with eyes of mercy and understanding with understanding where they came from and the pains they themselves have poured.

And I know their pain. My father probably was not very loving to them and based by the way they talk and converse, they got the love of analytical debate from my father, but none of his love. And for this, I too, am sorry for them, but not a sorry. Where I can hold it against them as if it were shame that you were hurt, but rather that I can only imagine their pain and if they should want to give this pain back to me, then I understand why they would want to hurt.

I understand. And so today was one of those days when the wheels turned and Ate Ch was given a chance to make me feel unimportant.

For me, I was hoping for love and mercy and charity. And I came with a humble heart, hoping that we could make amends and fix things, but they have to chosen the latter . Specifically.

I couldn't ask for help for having a place to stay, which I understand. Is it territorial? Power that they want to hold. And she also doesn't want to take me under her wings in work because of also what I said. And so it sort of becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy that she is not able to love me.

So, I guess the thing that must be overcome in this particular instance stands is that I have to be patient. And when the time comes that I do have the power to yield it over her, then I should be careful to be loving and just, not just in exacting ways, but to be generous, so loving so that they might feel and understand the love of God that defies understanding, that defies reason.

So I felt sad. And rightly so because of the words that she said,

but also an acceptance and recognition of my own fault.

Okay.

And I went to ask God, and this is what.

It said I started with I with Psalm 41. 11, but you y'all will have pity on me, put me on my feet so I can pay them back. I will know you are pleased with me. If my enemy doesn't defeat me, you uphold me because of my innocence and you establish me in your presence forever. But actually you're right after you read this after each sentence, I didn't really need to pay anyone back because I know that I am paying for my mother's sins right now.

And they do have a right to feel hurt, and to retaliate. And I know that. Ate Ch__ is not my enemy, but rather it is the desire for power within me. That is the enemy. But rather if anything, I would like for God to uphold me because of my innocence and to establish, me in his presence forever for that is my desire.

Blessed be Yahweh, the Elohim of Israel from eternity past to eternity, future. Amen. Amen. Amen.

And I continued reading to the book of Psalms. Psalms 42, just as the deer longs for running streams. God, I long for you. I am thirsty for God for the living God, when can I come and appear before God? This is exactly how I feel, because I know even if nobody

loves me.

I know God loves me.

My tears are my food day and night. Well, all the day people ask me, where is your God? I recall as my feelings, well, up within me, how I go to the crowd to the house of God at the sounds of joy praise from the throngs observing the festival. Well it's because they ask, why couldn't you keep a job? Why was your priority? God, and I know it's not obvious right now, like one day they'll know that I have a God, and he lives inside me and that he will honor himself and he will show himself glorious.

Okay. My soul. Why are you so downcast? Why are you groaning inside me? Hope in God. Since I will praise him again for the salvation that comes from his presence. Oh, this is exactly what I just said. I hope in God, and I know, I know with faith, I know that he, he, will work things out.

My God, when I feel so downcast. I remind myself of you. From the land of yarden, from the peaks of Hermon, from the Hill, ms. Saar, deep calling the deep at the center of your waterfalls. All the searching Rapids and waves are sweeping over me. And, you know, when I first read this, I knew it was because I imagined my love to be the sea as strong and as deep and as formidable.

And so when he says that, His surging Rapids are sweeping over me. This means that God is loving me so much right now. So very much. And what I was reading this for the first time, I could envision the strength of the waves crashing into me and to every single molecule and. And his love the white post of my love.

His love is more powerful and more amazing.

Hallelujah.

Hallelujah.

Okay.

it says, I say to God, my rock, why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning under pressure by the enemy? Well it's because my sister was asking me How come, why is it that I have so many talents and still have not made anything of myself or find myself in a predicament where I need family to bail me out.

And. There is pressure to perform, to fix my life, to do these things for my son. And there is a tendency to ask God about it, how he, he could allow this, but Not really, because I know there's always a path there is the up and down and we must be faithful in the down parts, justice. We must be faithful at the up parts. It says my adversaries' taunts make me feel as if my bones are crushed as if they asked me all day long.

Where is your God? And I know what she meant by this, and I know why it makes me sad because according to the world's standards, I had a good education. I have excellent grades. I should have made something of myself. And it feels as if she is pointing to the very fact that I have not.

But since I know that I've done everything I can and I've decided and chose it, my path for what God wants, then, it is only logical as if she were saying, if God, if God is your choice,

then, where is your God? Why doesn't he support you or provide?

But I know, it's not even a question in my heart. Because I know. where my God is. Know where my God is. He is in me, and He is everywhere.

I'm Sorry, for not trusting

and for trusting in men. I'm sorry for trusting in other things.

My soul. Why are you so downcast? Why are you groaning inside me? Hope in God, since I will praise Him again for being my savior and God. So now, it's saying hope in God, and that is exactly, exactly what I'm feeling. I, hope in God. I trust in God.

And now I was thinking you. Should I continue reading to Psalm 43? So I did. Psalm 43, judge me God plead my cause against a faithless nation. Rescue me for those who deceive, and from those who are unjust. You are the God of my strength. Why have you thrust me aside? Why the stakeholders all about mourning under pressure by the me send out your light and truth.

Let them be my guide. Let them lead me to your Holy mountain, to the places where you live. That I will go to the altar of my God. To God, my joy and delight. I will praise you on the lyre, God, my God.

Something that I don't like is that it is a faceless station. None of these people do good because just because it is right. But in fact, they just do. What is convenient or selfish, and I totally understand it, but I hope that if I pray that I can somehow change their mind to change their hearts, I don't know yet how, but for now, let's continue reading.

My soul, why are you so downcast? Why are you groaning inside me? Hope in God, since I will praise him again for being my savior. God, see, it's part of this whole series because I still do hope in God. And I know that this is just a moment in time. And if it's a moment of sorrow then I'll take it with grace and with grace means with love. With the love of God and with love for God.

And that in itself makes it bearable. Psalm 44 for the leader. God, we heard it with our ears. Our fathers told us about it. Indeed. What you did is they, in their days, back at the days of old with your hand, do you drove out nations to plant them in the land. You crushed peoples to make room for them. For not by their own swords did they conquer the land, nor did their own arm give them victory, rather, it was your right hand, your arm and the light of your face because you favored them.

God, you are my King. Command complete victory for Jacob. Okay. So I don't know what it's talking about here, but I'm thinking that the family of my father would be driven out of their land in order for us to conquer or. That it's talking about Jerusalem again and that Jacob will have victory.

Know that I don't really want this. I'm just reading it right now . Through you, we pushed away our foes. Through your name we trampled down our assailants. For I don't rely on bow Nor can. My sword give victory. No, you saved us for our adversaries. You've put to shame those who hate us. We will boast in our God all day and give thanks to your name forever.

Thank you, Lord. Selah. It has Selah, which means it's the direct line from the chosen one, the rock, which is Salah. We will boast in our God all day and give thanks to your name forever. Which is true. I still know that God has a way yet. Now you have thrust us aside and disgraced us. You don't March out with our armies.

You make us retreat from the adversary and those who hate us plunder us at will. You've handed us over like sheep to be eaten and scattered us among the nations. You sell your people for pittance, you don't even profit on the sale. You make us an object for our neighbors to mock one of scorn and derision to those around us.

You make us a byword among the nations. If peoples jeer at us, shaking their heads all day long. My disgrace is on my mind.

My

and shame has covered my face at the sound of those horrified at the sight of the enemy bent on revenge. So all this came on us. We did not forget you. We have not been false to your calls and our hearts have not turned back in our steps. Did not turn away from your path. So you pressed us into a layer of jackals and covered us with desks, dark gloom.

If we had forgotten the name for God or spread out our hands to a foreign God wouldn't, God have discovered this since he knows the secrets of the heart. For your sake, we are put to death all day long. We are considered sheep. To be slaughtered. Wake up Yahweh, why are you asleep? Rouse yourself. Don't thrust us all forever.

Why are you turning your face away? Forgetting our pain and misery, for we are lying flat in the dust. Our bodies cling to the ground. Get up and come and help us for the sake of your grace redeem us. So for these last two phrases, I can't relate to that. I'm sure it's talking about somebody else. I, then we continue.

Okay. My heart is stirred by a noble theme. I address my verses to the King. My tongue is the pen of an expert scribe. Oh my. And just right now, I am using Otter. This is a, an application that by speaking, just types down all the words that I'm saying, and this is a sign that I was made to read this particular song and continue on with it.

It says you are the most handsome of men, gracious speech flows from your lips for God has blessed you forever . Warrior strap your sword at your thigh, gird on your splendor and majesty. In your majesty succeed. Ride on. And the cause of truth, meekness and righteousness. May your right hand teach you awesome things.

Your arrows are sharp. The people fall under you, as they penetrate the hearts of the King's enemies. Your throne, God will last forever and ever. You rule your kingdom with a scepter of equity. You have loved righteousness and hated wickedness. Therefore, God, your God has anointed you with the oil of joy in preference to your companions.

Your robes are all fragrant with myhrr aloes and Cassia from ivory, palaces, stringed instruments. Bring you joy. Doctors of Kings are among your favorites at your right hand stands the queen in gold from Ophyr. Listen, daughter think. Pay attention. Forget your own people and your father's house. And the King will desire your beauty for he is your Lord.

So honor him. And

then the daughter of Tsor the richest of peoples will court your favor with gifts. Oh my. So this particular phrase is speaking of My King and he, God is saying that this man is a righteous man and has chosen good over evil. And he is everything that I want because I love righteousness as well. And this person's right hand teaches him awesome things.

And God has decided to bless him. And he is the most handsome of men with gracious speech. I wonder who he is. It's telling me to forget your own people and your father's house. And the King will desire my beauty. Like I would say. My own people and my father's house is cool. I asked for help today. And the last day before today, and God is telling me to forget them, but instead to go to my King and my Lord, who would desire my beauty, it says.

Inside the palace, the King's daughter or the King's lady looks splendid. Attired in checkerwork embroidered with gold. I wonder who this daughter is. Or is it me here? Cause it says, listen, daughter. So that must be me. In Brocade she will be led to the King, to you with the Virgin in her, retinue, they will be led in with gladness and joy.

They will enter the King's palace. You will have sons to succeed your ancestors. You will make them princes in the land. I will make your name. Known through all generations. Thus, the peoples will praise you forever and ever. Wow. And I will say, I wanted babies and look, God said he, I will have sons and princes and they will be Kings in the land. Yay.

I am so happy right now. And so. That is the end of their eating. The next is Psalm 46, but it talks of God is a refuge and a strength, an ever present help in trouble. Therefore, we are unafraid. Even if the earth gives way, even if the mountains don't pull into the depths of the sea, even if its waters, rage at foam and Mount shake at its turbulence.

There is a river whose streams glad in the city of God, the Holy habitation of Elyon God is in the city. It will not be moved. When daybreak comes, God will help it. Patients were in turmoil, kingdoms were moved, His voice thundered forth and the earth melted away. Adonai Tzvaot is with us, our fortress, the God of Jacob.

Yeah, come and see the works of the Lord. He. The astounding deeds he has done on the earth to the ends of the earth. He makes Wars cease. He breaks the bow snaps. The spear burns the shields and the fire desist and learn that I am God Supreme over the nation's Supreme. Over the Earth. Adonai Tzvaot is with us, our fortress, the God of Jacob or the God, Jacob.

Wow. So it means that in this time also God will send an earthquake and this will actually stop the war.

thank you for listening. I pray that you would have strengths in your faith and that you. Well continue and be faithful in following the Lord and love it. Truth. So God bless you.

This might have come from my pain and fighting, and this might have casualties now, but I know Yahweh's plan for us is for a new day, a better day of justice and righteousness. Keep Faith and trust in Yahweh, the Father, who is God of heaven and earth. Ask in the name of Yeshue, Messiach ben David, for by his sacrifice we are saved.

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