Raffy Tulfo in Action and Caleb who is coming

Israel Shekinah
Dec 10, 2020
5 min read

Many of my friends always give the advice of going to Raffy Tulfo in Action when I tell them about my problem of not having my 4 year old son with me. Last week, my son turned 4, and the family of the dad denied me giving him a gift or even being able to call and talk to him. I had been trying to get a lawyer for a really long time, and now, I really didn't know what else to do, but follow what every one has been saying for a long time, "sumbong mo kay Tulfo!" (Tell Raffy Tulfo) This is the battle cry of his show that has helped thousands of people who have nowhere else to turn, get justice, get heard, as well as bad guys get their comeuppance. So I made this video:

This summarizes the whole situation. I posted it on my Facebook and asked peple to tag Raffy Tulfo in the hopes to get into his show.

After which, I clarified with this live on facebook but reposted on my personal YT:

I have also been going through the Life's Healing Choices seminar because I had been depressed and having difficulty going about life recently perhaps because the COVID quarantine gave me time to reflect on the fact that I am not with Peace, and that it seems it had been taking too long to get him back already.

That same day, the father of my son contacted me and said he wanted to chat. We did over the phone. I had been praying for this day for a long time. Part of the Life's Healing Choices was also about clearing your relationships, saying sorry and forgiving anyone for anything they had ever done. In my case, I felt that a lot of the pains in my life were brought about my the iniquity with which this man treated me. Before, I would just see it as a lack of love that I needed to fill, but as the sins kept coming and bearing heavy in my heart, I began to unravel and destroy my own self the more I stayed. In any case, I had become sad, despondent, depressed, and even if we separated, just reminding myself of the betrayal sent me down a day of crying and anguish. The task that lay before me was simple. Forgive truly. Forgive deeply. Also, say sorry for anything and everything that I have done to exacerbate the failed relationship. So this is what I did, we had a talk. However, I was not a push over, in the case that he insisted he just was allowing me to visit Peace, whereas, I couldn't leave Peace in THAT house, not after the things I've seen. It is only by doing my best to get him out of there, trying every possible way that I know, that I can assuage my guilt that he is still there now.

I asked, God also after our talk, was this enough? Did I love enough? Did God want me to give more? This was my reading.

One thing that their family is consistent in doing is be proud, because they have not budged in their own view. Also, it guides me to always seek the Lord's guidance in all my decisions, which I do already, and promises blessings for who trusts in the Lord.

My question however, was more about this: does God want me to still try to fix things between him and I? (I know my friends would even get mad at me for considering this, but truly, there is no limit to love. There is no limit to forgiveness. I could go through the pain again but only if God so declared. I was however, praying not, because as I talked to him, I could see that he never really gave back the love I gave, he just gave a bit in exchange. I see that he just sees me as a tool, not as a person. He also specifically said that my love was not enough for him.)

So God gave me one word:

To Cut off. Much to my relief. It was literally as if the burden was lifted from me. It was done. God himself has cut it off. I saw this at the back page of my Complete Jewish Bible. (I actually prefer the Hebraic Roots Bible, because it has the names of God and is more literal a translation, but CJB is okay too except it also simplifies the names of YHWH to Adonai, which is just the hebrew word for Lord)

In our conversation, I also asked if the father could swear on God's honor that he did not cheat on me and do specific acts with specific people. He did not. I swore that I didn't do what he was accusing me of, and after asking him thrice to swear if he could, he still chose not to. This happened after:

And finally, I still thought, was what I did enough for God? So I asked God what I should do now, and he gave me the houses of Caleb in 1 Chronicles. I recently tried doing what I call the name game, which is breaking each name into their meaning and seeing if it would have a pattern. Guess what? It seemed to reflect this entire situation that I explained in this blog.

Since my hebrew is not solid yet, I just put down the meanings of what I found from the site abarim, and for some modern meanings, here. For those that I did not find in either, I broke down the letters to its most basic meanings, as you will see, those tend to be wordier to explain the general terms more as the action flows not so much as the specifics.

Read the bold font to see the secret message. Caleb is the person whom I believe is also the other servant of God. I did not include some of the interpretation here, as I believe it is not yet time to reveal this, and will probably be included in my book.

1 Chronicles 2 42-50

Caleb

Dog

unsophisticated servant

Jerahmeel

Raham - to love deeply

El- God

Yod makes it active: He will love God deeply

Mesha

Saving, Salvation

He will save

From <https://www.abarim-publications.com/Meaning/Mesha.html>