the 40th Day of Nineveh

December 17 was marked in my calendar as the 40th day of Nineveh. I couldn't find out why I wrote this, so I searched the bible and found that Jonah was told to warn Nineveh, and that they would be destroyed in 40 days. After that, an army from the North would attack them. The day before, I also had a reading for Nineveh but from Nahum, which means comfort. I had been working through forgiving my ex, who had left my son and I when we were young. I have been forgiving and trying to forgive him, as there was a time that I prayed for him every night, and in that way my heart was salved by love. I've always sought peace and I have only done what I can to protect myself from them wanting to take my son away. First, we get the meaning of Nineveh. Basically it comes from nun, which means propagate or greatly increase offspring. For one, I think the dad of the dad wants to keep my son Peace because he is male and they want more male heirs as his father is also the only son. The second word in is nawa, which means high/eminent, to beautify and a home. Together it could mean a high house that looks nice, which I might think is their house because it starts in the second floor not the first. It could also mean "propagation of the seat of government" which is probably where I got America. I have posted it on Facebook for leaders to see, and to rethink that their leaders should be the ones for God. I believe that I received this reading at the height of the Trump-Biden election. One clue about who Nineveh is that I finally asked God what it would take so that when I thought of my son, and my ex, I would stop feeling mad. I was mad because there was still iniquity in our relation, in that they wouldn't let me see or keep my son, whom I have every legal right to. The answer was one word: Justice. Then I had two readings: Malachi and Nahum. Nahum: Comfort. 1 The burden of Nineveh: The book of the vision of Nahum (comfort) the Elkoshite.(God Catches) 2 Elohim is jealous, and YAHWEH is avenging, YAHWEH is avenging and is a possessor of wrath. YAHWEH takes vengeance against His foes, and He keeps wrath against His enemies. 3 YAHWEH takes long to anger, and is great of power, and He does not by any means acquit the guilty

Take Comfort, God will catch. Elohim avenges, and it is He that is the avenger, and by no means will he acquit the guilty. This is said so many times to drive the point that there will be justice, and it will come from God's hand.

2 . YAHWEH is in the whirlwind and has His way in the storm, and the clouds are the dust of His feet. 4 He rebukes the sea and makes it dry, and dries up the rivers. Bashan and Carmel wither, and the flower of Lebanon withers.

The house of destruction's children and the room of the head of the teacher of love/chaos, and the white flower withers. - This is just to let me know that it is not me, more likely it is the ex who is teaching someone how to make love in their room. (I'm just conjecturing)

5 The mountains quake because of Him, and the hills melt; and the earth is lifted up from before Him, even the world and all who dwell in it. 6 Who can stand before His fury? And who can rise against the heat of His anger? His wrath is poured out like fire, and the rocks are broken down because of Him. 7 YAHWEH is good for a stronghold in the day of distress; and He knows those who trust in Him.8 But with a flood passing through, He will make a complete end of its place, and darkness shall pursue His enemies. This hasn't happened yet. God protects those who trust in him in the day of distress. This is not a flood but an overwhelming and sudden action that will leave those in darkness. 9 What are you plotting against YAHWEH? He will make a complete destruction; distress shall not rise up a second time. Who is this plotting against God? God will not allow the one on God's side to be distressed a second time. 10 For as thorns are woven together, and as their drunkards are drunken, they shall burn like fully dried straw. 11 One who plots evil against YAHWEH has come forth out from you, one counseling worthlessness. 1 I was thinking this might be me because I am planning to get my son, Peace, one day. The next verse takes out my doubt. I don't drink. Also, this is in reference to whether green or dry, the wicked will burn like vegetables on a pot. (psalm 58)

2 So says YAHWEH, Though secure, and so many, yet they will be cut off and will vanish. And though I have afflicted you, I will not afflict you any more.

I was telling my friend that I am just one, and they are a whole family, and instead of being kind, they oppress me because I don't have money or power. It is also because I don't have a family to speak for me, and my parents are both deceased. They stay in their house, secured, and I am not allowed inside, and what I want to protect most in the world is inside their house that I cannot come into. By God saying that they are many, definitely that is not me, and by God saying this person is secure, that is not me also. My only security is God. Therefore it is they who will be cut off and vanish. This might also be a group of people, unknown, who are currently plotting against me.

It is seen that I have been afflicted, and I thank God that my affliction ends here. 13 And now I will break his yoke from on you and will tear away your bonds.

Now, I have been praying for I know that since we have children, in some way we are bonded spiritually. That is also why I am not the one who "divorced" him, but asked if he wanted to leave me, because I wouldn't give up on love in good conscience. Even if he did give me leave, I still feel like I owe him some sort of loyalty to fix things, to forgive, to make things work. That is how love is, it is not going to count the many pains. Then, a few days ago, when I tried to express my hurts and say sorry, God told me Gozan. Cut off. (see this artlicle) Now this phrase is a huge balm for me. His yoke on me has been this: that I have borne his side of responsibilities in raising my son, not just economically, but also in bringing up my son to be a good man.

Secondly, it says, God himself will tear away our bond. That is, the bond between a man and a woman when they make babies together. Here then, I can rest easy, that I have given my best, that I have tried my best, and that for whatever outcome, our connection is finally over. (HUGE sigh of relief. More than any destruction, this is the best comfort that I needed.)

14 And YAHWEH has commanded concerning you. Not one of your name shall be sown (scattered/made renowned) any more; I will cut off the carved image and the (promised sacrifice) out of the house of your gods/strong ones; I will appoint your grave, for you are last/unimportant.

It begins with ownership on who has decreed destruction. It is not me, but our God, YHWH. Your name (last name) shall not be perpetuated. (Perhaps this is why the dad's family wants my son, Peace, because he has their last name, but their name will be erased and forgotten.) He will cut off the carved image and the molded image in the house of your strong ones: (Here I got scared that maybe this refers to me because I asked my land lady if she could destroy the idol that was in her house, because I saw in a reading that it was required as a sacrifice by God. ) Then it says, I will appoint your grave for you are unimportant. This means that I am the one to die, because my landlady's family is the strong ones in my house. It could also mean that the dad of my sons used to also worship idols as part of freemasonry. Else, this speaks of the chosen one, Jacob, who did not give up or destroy his idols as he had promised, " By this, then, will Jacob's guilt be atoned for, and this will be the full fruit of the removal of his sin: When he makes all the altar stones to be like limestone crushed to pieces, no Asherah poles or incense altars will be left standing." Isaiah 27:9 The last word here is {QLWT} which means the most unimportant teacher secured to the sign of the spirit or sacrificing spirit.

What it says about the idol makes me think that I am the one who has an assigned grave, but if that is the case, I asked God, and he gave me the reading, the Death and Resurrection of Lazarus. I am not afraid to die, because I've done it before and gone to hell and back. It is God who sustains me. Also, neither death, nor angels, nor hell can separate me from God's love. I am ready. (+ I am adding this: It isn't me because just last month, God let me read psalm 45, and there it says that I will have sons and they will be known, and I too will be praised forever)

15 Behold! The feet of Him bearing good news is on the mountains, making heard, Peace! O Judah, celebrate your feasts; fulfill your vows;

There is a herald of good news about Peace, my son, and giving peace to Judah, which means praise, or specifically, to Judah. Most interpretations say Judah means praise, my pure breakdown of letters shows: The finished work of the spirit united with the portal of the spirit : bearer of the spirit of God: shekinah specifically, me. Finished work of the spirit is the redemption of Jesus (Yeshue) and the portal of the spirit is Zion because of the finished redemptive work of Jesus (Yeshue). This is based on the break down of letters [ יהודה] purely and letter by letter. It could also mean that whoever is Judah is the bearer of the spirit, who in a Christian perspective, is the new resurrection of Jesus Christ. I would hope to be Judah, but I only have one vow to God, and that is to be celibate until I marry.

For the worthless will not continue to pass through among you; he is completely cut off.

I was very much thinking of the situation if Peace were to live with us, of course I would not keep him away from his father intentionally. He also has his rights. Here, God eliminates the last of my worries by saying that this person will no longer pass among us. He is completely cut off: this is the third repetition for me, and with finality, it is the true and complete end of all association with the father of my child. This might be also that if I am the one to die, I as an unimportant and dead person, would never pass by their house again. However, it says, the feet on the mountains bear good news, and I am the one living in the mountains. They don't. The best news for me would be to hear that Peace is coming to my home. That would be the good news. Malachi 1 1 The burden of the Word of YAHWEH to Israel by the hand of Malachi (messenger) 1 : 2 I have loved you, says YAHWEH. But you say, In what way have You loved us? Was not Esau (Did/doer or as I see it: founder of the knowledge of destruction) ,the brother to Jacob (worker of knowledge, least of the house who supplanted; puppy)? Yet YAHWEH declares, I loved Jacob, 3 and I have hated Esau and have made his mountains a desolation, and his inheritance to be for the jackals of the wilderness. 4 If Edom says, We are beaten down, but we will return and build the ruined places; so says YAHWEH of Hosts: They shall build, but I will tear down. And they shall call them the region of wickedness, and the people whom YAHWEH is enraged with until forever. 5 And your eyes shall see, and you shall say, YAHWEH will be magnified beyond the border of Israel. 6 A son honors his father, and a servant his master. If then I am a father, where is My honor? And if I am a master, where is My fear? says YAHWEH of Hosts to you, O priests who despise My name.

On the day that Esau was called Edom, it was over soup, which means to boil or rather, to be arrogant and presumptuous. Therein lies the beginning of destruction. From Esau, the founder of the knowledge of destruction, comes the portal of love or chaos. Herein lies our freedom to decide: do we further love or do we further chaos?

This last extension doesn't make sense to me because I don't know anyone doing any animal sacrifices. However, I do know that some secret sects do, and if they say they worship God, not the evil one, then God here is asking for the honor due to him, which as you read on, is to sacrifice proper animals or to give proper tithes to the house of the Lord.

What I like about this is that God says he loves Jacob and hates Esau. Esau is the arrogant. Jacob, though he was a supplanter and deceitful, is loyal, and if he destroys the altars, all his sin will be expiated for. This heralds a new milestone in the sanctification of Jacob as the bearer of God's spirit. God is telling me he is out there somewhere, and he is not my ex, if my ex is Esau.

As always, those that can manifest love will be protected by God. They have an inheritance of security with the Father in Heaven. Those that enact chaos have these negative things above listed for their fate as spoken by YHWH. It is always up to the human being to decide his or her own prophecy, it is the burden of free will. I pray that I would always choose love, and I hope you do too.