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The Earth will Swallow them up


This is regarding my 4 year old son not being able to be in my custody. Get caught up here.


After I talked to the dad, God gave me a reading to cut off, and also God said that Ninveh would be destroyed. I thought it might be me, but it really isn't because he read some good things for me when I should forget my father's house for the King would desire my beauty. (Listen to the end of the recording of this post for that information)


Anyway, the dad said he would help with the tuition fee, and also God said he would punish the arrogant. So I did not want to be arrogant, so I accepted his offer. He insisted he wanted to give the money directly to the school I found this insulting insinuating that I won't use it for Rama when in REALITY he has not provided ANYTHING for Rama in terms of daily living. Whether I use it for the school or if I have spent for the school because I prioritize that, and that money goes to food, it would still be something for Rama to be helped. I again asked God if I was being nice enough and for one of the rare times, he gave me a NT reading of Paul saying that for three years he warned the people and he wasn't lacking in any good word for them. I think that means that I too am not lacking in giving and encouraging. Now, my question is if I should continue talking to this guy, because honestly, he grates my nerves. He calls me names and makes me feel bad. I have so much anger in me with the way he talks to me that I just end up crying. However, I don't want to be the bad one, although I did say sorry for everything and anything I might have done to hurt him, (and God sort of said that's enough). I really want to cut it off already,

however, I just wanted to ask again, and ask for guidance in case he wants me to be nicer or kinder. I want to know that how I handle this would please God.

God gave me Jeremiah 48:39: This is what the Lord says, Look an eagle is swooping down, spreading its wings over Moab. (This was the same reading I got which I published on Yeshue site: Jeremiah 48) Note the many names clue me in that this is them. I still can't help but wonder, what if it is me? So now, I ask again, do you want me to talk to the dad and accept their "help" also known as a tiny part of his responsibility to his son? Numbers 16:28 28 And Moses said, By this you shall know that YAHWEH has sent me to do all these works, and that not from my own heart. 29 If these die according to the death of all men, and are visited according to the visitation of all men, then YAHWEH has not sent me. 30 And if YAHWEH makes a new thing, and the ground opens its mouth and swallows them, and all that they have, and they go down alive to Sheol, then you shall know that these men have despised YAHWEH. This is the story of Korah, Dathan and Abiram testing whether Moses was really the one who should lead the people. This was the answer, to let God give a great sign, and these three men and their families fell into the deep pit of the earth when the earth literally opened up to swallow them. Just to check, these are the meanings of these names. Korah- crown of the leader's spirit / baldness or ice Dathan- decree of a man Abiram- My father is arrogant/high and lofty but overripe. The cold decrees of my father, the arrogant. I think that serves it perfectly because the decisions that they make don't take into consideration that I am a person and that I need to raise Peace just as Peace needs a mother. It is a cold law from perhaps my ex's father. There was an earthquake at 2:15 yesterday in Manila. Doubters may say that is why I am writing this. However, even if there were an earthquake, there is no guarantee it would come again, and if it doesn't, then I would be wrong. In any case, I am not determinately saying this will happen. In fact, the bible reading specifically says that IF it will, then we will know that YAHWEH, the true God, creator of heaven and earth, is the one who is mad at them. It is not from me as a disgruntled and frustrated mother. I don't t know what can stop this from happening, but God listens to the contrite of heart. At the very least, being sorry is having a true heart of contrition and restitution, that is, undoing the evil or making up for one's heartless actions. I can't promise anything as it is out of my hands, but all things are still in God's hands.

 
 
 

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